Friday, March 30, 2012

जूते बदलते-बदलते



सरसों के पीले खेतों में

बम्बे पर से आती नाली पर

परहोरे डालती नज़रों सी थकान लेकर

जब पहुंचा मैं, अंततः

वटवृक्ष की छाँह में

पनाह लेने को आतुर

एक पृथक की भाँति,

उसके पहलू में,

थके हुए स्वर में उसने

एक कप चाय

की माँग कर डाली.



परहोरे डालना: जब गाँवों में ट्यूबवैल नहीं हुआ करती थी, तब परहोरों (चमड़े की  लम्बी पट्टियाँ) की मदद से खेतों में पानी पहुँचाया जाता था. ये तरीका निहायती थकाऊ हुआ करता था.








Thursday, March 22, 2012

"Every Day You Play"




I first read this poem when I had just stepped into my teens. We had Pablo Neruda in our course, though a different poem and it was random. I was reading about him and this poem seemed to crop up almost everywhere. I just couldn't ignore it and what opened up when I clicked, was perhaps the best love poem ever written. But of course, I am no authority for I've hardly read a percent of what's been written, so let me put it this way. This poem became my favourite love-poem then and there and has continued to remain so for I've never found a better to replace it. Though I admit this, it had begun to fade in the mill of the my daily humdrum. It was yesterday, that it suddenly came to me again. We had a movie screening, that of a Bengali film called Sthaniyo Sambad. It was sudden. The conservative young boy sees these magazines full of half-nude women and criticizes them. His liberal mentor just quotes Neruda,

"I want
to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees."

Saying that the society was more liberal is not entirely true and yet, somewhere, the youth of those times was inclined towards change. There was greater freedom. And greater strength in the minds. I wish today's youth could draw inspiration from them!


For all those who haven't read the poem, here's a piece of literature that seduces through words. And I bet you won't mind this absolutely sensuous seduction!


Every Day You Play

Every day you play with the light of the universe.
Subtle visitor, you arrive in the flower and the water.
You are more than this white head that I hold tightly
as a cluster of fruit, every day, between my hands.


You are like nobody since I love you.
Let me spread you out among yellow garlands.
Who writes your name in letters of smoke among the stars of the south?
Oh let me remember you as you were before you existed.


Suddenly the wind howls and bangs at my shut window.
The sky is a net crammed with shadowy fish.
Here all the winds let go sooner or later, all of them.
The rain takes off her clothes.


The birds go by, fleeing.
The wind. The wind.
I can contend only against the power of men.
The storm whirls dark leaves
and turns loose all the boats that were moored last night to the sky.


You are here. Oh, you do not run away.
You will answer me to the last cry.
Cling to me as though you were frightened.
Even so, at one time a strange shadow ran through your eyes.


Now, now too, little one, you bring me honeysuckle,
and even your breasts smell of it.
While the sad wind goes slaughtering butterflies
I love you, and my happiness bites the plum of your mouth.


How you must have suffered getting accustomed to me,
my savage, solitary soul, my name that sends them all running.
So many times we have seen the morning star burn, kissing our eyes,
and over our heads the gray light unwind in turning fans.


My words rained over you, stroking you.
A long time I have loved the sunned mother-of-pearl of your body.
I go so far as to think that you own the universe.
I will bring you happy flowers from the mountains, bluebells,
dark hazels, and rustic baskets of kisses.


I want
to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.


--Pablo Neruda

Sunday, March 18, 2012

A Saturday Night's Lament



It is a tough job to be a Saturday night.
Throughout the week, you keep accumulating postponed stuff because after all, Sunday is a holiday and you'd get plenty of time to finish everything. Sadly when a week-long weariness takes over and you get up at 11 on the much awaited Sunday, things drastically change. You can no longer afford time for the two-hour spa you planned for yourself, nor the movie you promised your best friend. You don't blame yourself. No, how can anything ever be YOUR fault? Nor the alarm clock, for you never set-up the reminder. The next day was Sunday after all and you need a decent sleep atleast once a week. Even your sleep can't be blamed. It's just trying to keep your body working. What is to be blamed is me. The last night. The Saturday night and whatever happened to celebrate me. One moment I feel so happy. That I bring happiness and celebration and a feeling of universal relaxation. But how long could happiness be endured in good spirit, for you're humans after all. Blame-games are an essential part of your life. So blame it on the poor Saturday night if your assignments stay incomplete, your tasks undone, urgents pending. Blame it on the never-complaining Saturday night if your Sunday evening turns hectic.
Oh how I envy Sunday nights! They say there's nothing so productive and hardworking as them.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

चाँद का कुर्ता


                                छायांकन  : http://anjalinayar09.blogspot.in/2011/07/chand-ka-kurta.html


हठ कर बैठा चाँद एक दिन माँ से बोला,
सिलवा दो माँ मुझे ऊन का मोटा एक झिंगोला.
सन-सन चलती हवा रात भर जाड़े से मरता हूँ,
ठिठुर-ठिठुर कर किसी तरह यात्रा पूरी करता हूँ.
आसमान का सफ़र और ये मौसम है जाड़े का,
अगर न हो तो, ला दो कुर्ता ही कोई भाड़े का.
बच्चे की सुन बात, कहा माता ने, "अरे सलोने,
कुशल करे भगवन, लगे न तुझको जादो टोने.
जाड़े की तो बात ठीक है पर मैं तो डरती हूँ,
एक नाप में कभी नहीं, तुझको देखा करती हूँ.
कभी एक अंगुल भर चौड़ा, कभी एक फुट मोटा,
बड़ा किसी दिन हो जाता है और किसी दिन छोटा.
घटता-बढ़ता और किसी दिन ऐसा भी करता है,
नहीं किसी की आँखों को तू, दिखलायी पड़ता है.
अब तू ही तो बता नाप तेरा किस रोज़ लिवायें?
सीं दें एक झिंगोला जो हर रोज़ बदन में आये.

-रामधारी सिंह दिनकर



On the request of some of my most special friends because (alas!) they hadn't ever heard of this masterpiece.

बोरडम


गीली माटी का पुराना सोंधापन
नया होकर फिर पुराना हो गया है.
माँ का पीला जार्जेट का दुपट्टा भी,
वापस फैशन में आकर चला गया.
लाल गुलाबों से भी मन ऊब गया
और उनकी रिप्लेसमेंट ट्यूनीशिया से भी.
सफ़ेद साड़ी मनहूस से सेक्सी और फिर
फीकी बनकर कब गयी, पता भी नहीं चला.
गोरा रंग टैन होकर फिर गोरा हो गया
सेन्टीमेंटीलिज्म अटरैक्ट करने के बाद
अब चेपक सा हो गया है.
मानो ज़िन्दगी में कुछ नया बचा ही न हो,
जैसे सब कुछ एक दोहराव सा है.
बोरिंग है.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

On Colours



My favourite colour is fire

With all its red-yellow-blues.

Sometimes eagle-winged, dominating

Dancing across, unwarranted.

Flushed sometimes, caught

Like a cheek implanted with a hot, burning kiss.

With an occasional extra spark,

To mark that it's not yet dead.

As beautiful and welcome as sunrise,

As sad and cold as sunset.

Abstract, yet softly woven around

The red-yellow-blues of life.

Intricate, Untangible, Unpalpable.

My favourite colour is fire.

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

चंद अल्फ़ाज़



1.



ज्यादा कुछ नहीं , बस थोड़ी सी हरारत है .

थोड़ी बीमार थी कल माँ , उसके पैर दबाये थे 

माँ तो रातों जग कर भी , तरोताजा उठती थी .





2.



ज़िंदगी है तो ग़म भी सहते जा रहे हैं .

कल सुना दुनिया ख़त्म हो रही है ,

शायद वो आ रहे हैं , इतनी तबाही लेकर .





3.



सहमी सी है , अभी नयी आई है .

फिर ये तो छोटी सी बिल्ली है ,

हमारी बहू तो हफ्ते में सब में घुल गयी थी .

छब्बीस जनवरी







आज वो नया सूट पहन कर आई.


पूछा, क्यों री! आज जन्मदिन है तेरा?


वो बोली, नहीं, आज छब्बीस जनवरी है ना


बाबा कहता था आज हम आज़ाद हुए थे.


झाड़ू पोंछा कर के जाने लगी तो पूछा,


अब कहाँ चली?


"सरकारी स्कूल! लड्डू लेने


आज छब्बीस जनवरी है ना


आज हम आज़ाद हुए थे ना!"

पन्नों के बीच से...


छायांकन : www.weandwords.com


भगवान हो न तुम ?

सर्वव्यापी, सर्वशक्तिमान ?

तो चलो, बना दो मुझे फिर वही

नन्ही सी चंचल गिलहरी

जो फुदक कर मूढ़े पर चढ़ जाती थी

और उछल कर किवाड़ की सांकल खोल

भर लेती थी छोटी सी मुट्ठी में अन्न

एक पुडिया खट्टे-मीठे चूरन की खातिर !


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तुम कहो तो एक खेल खेलते हैं हम दोनों

तुम कर दो मेरे मन की सी,

और बदले में मैं सिखा दूँगी तुम्हे,

आम के पेड़ पर चढ़ना,

खट्टी अमियों पर नमक डाल कर चटखारे लेना.

ट्यूबवेल वाली कोठरी की छत पर चढ़ कर

पपीते तोडना.

बराह का पानी रोकना

और उसमे छ्प-छ्प कर के कूदना.

और फिर किसी के आने की आहट सुनते ही

भाग कर छिप जाना, ईख के खेतों में.

तुम कहो तो खेलें ये खेल ?